Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Crickets outside

So...I went to the dance club Metropolis with Brittany, Rachel, and Alicia. It was...okay. There were too many old people. lol There were like 40 year old guys checking out chicks. It was creepy. We decided that if we go again, we're taking more people and we're going on a Friday night. (Hopefully, there will be less old people and more people out age.) lol

Anywho. Here are two songs that I really like. One I heard forever ago and liked it. The other I heard tonight and it's now my profile song. lol Here you go.

"Teenagers"- My Chemical Romance

They're gonna clean up your looks
With all the lies in the books
To make a citizen out of you
Because they sleep with a gun
And keep an eye on you, son
So they can watch all the things you do

Because the drugs never work
They're gonna give you a smirk
'Cause they got methods of keeping you clean
They're gonna rip up your heads,
Your aspirations to shreds
Another cog in the murder machine

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

The boys and girls in the clique
The awful names that they stick
You're never gonna fit in much, kid
But if you're troubled and hurt
What you got under your shirt
Will make them pay for the things that they did

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

Ohhh yeah!

They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

All together now!

Teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

Teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

Teenagers scare the living shit out of me
They could care less as long as someone'll bleed
So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose
Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me

"One Girl Revolution"- Saving Jane

Raise your hand if you don't care
What those platinum girls wear
Raise your hand if your just here
To have a good time
Raise your hand if your lipstick
Doesn't make you a dumb chick
Raise your hand if the shape of your hips don't compare
To the shape of your mind

You don't even stand a chance
I'm not takin' off my pants
I'm here to start a one girl revolution
Not a barbie doll
Shopping mall
Silicone substitution
I thought in told ya
Im a solider
And I aint leavin' till the battles over
One girl revolution

Raise your hand if you're smart girls
More than push-ups and pearls
Let em stare at our pictures baby
While we take over the world

Raise your hand if your not another carbon copy
Wannabe like everybody else
Raise up your hand if you got something more to say

I'm here to start a one girl revolution
I'm not a perfect ten
Paper thin
Hollywood illusion
I thought I told ya
Im a solider
And I aint leavin' till the partys over
One girl revolution

What are we sellin?
Our brains or our belly buttons
What are you buyin?
Don't you know that they're lyin?
What are you cryin about
Don't just sit there and wait
While they're selling us out!

You don't even stand a chance
Im not taking off my pants
I'm here to start a one girl revolution
I'm not the Girl Next Door anymore
Baby I'm an institution
I thought I told ya
Don't wanna know ya
Pack your bags baby cause this army's takin' over
I'm here to start a one girl revolution

I'm the kinda chick that leaves you cryin' for your mother
Keep on lookin if your lookin for a cookie cutter
I'm here to start a revolution

(Uh No thanks, I can loosen up my own buttons)

Current Mood: excited!
Current Music: Whatever my mom and step-dad are watching.

So, I got the job at Captain D's. (It's like Long John Silver's.) I'll be working the counter. My schedule this week is Tuesday 5-7, Wednesday 5-8, Friday 5-8, Saturday 5-9, and Sunday 12-2. I know, kind of all over the place. But, it's a job. I'll mostly be learning that week and stuff like that. I'm pumped. I'll be getting money! *does a happy dance* The weekly schedule comes out every Sunday so I'll know when I work and what not. *sigh* I went shopping today to get shoes, pants, and a belt for the uniform. The manager said that I can get whatever days off so long as I tell her a week in advance. I'm just not allowed to take Fridays off for a month because they'll be busy.

I totally forgot to mention this! I saw "Ghost Rider" yesterday! OMG! Good movie! Nicolas Cage in tight leather pants= heaven. lol His chopper is pretty awesome too. I'm totally buying the movie when it comes out on DVD. The only downside to the whole move was the the flaming skull effects aren't that great on the big screen. But, it still was a total kick-butt movie. lol

Well, that's all I've got for now! See you space cowboys!

Current Mood: content
Current Music: "The Mating Game"- Bitter:Sweet

So...It's been awhile. And to start off...I suggest everyone listen to or watch the music video "Hater" by Everclear. It's great. True story!

Anywho. I'm still at mom's. I got a letter from Otterbien Nursing Home that says they'll keep my application for a year and get me a job once they can find one for me. So, I picked up an application at McDonald's in Wapakoneta today. I know I said I'd never work there, but a job is a job. Mom is thinking about taking me to the Library in town and seeing if I can get an application there.

Spubba is offically my hero. She met David Nykl and she posted the meet and greet on WeLoveZeleka. I swooned. lol (I know, I'm such a nerd.)

I asked my mom for a digital camera for Christmas. I hope I get it. Here lately I've been looking around and I see things I want to draw. But, with the angle they're at, it'd be ackward to draw them. So..hence the asking for the camera.

I won't be at the game on Friday. I'll be there after the game, in theory. My mom and I aren't gonna try to make it in time to get tickets. So...yeah. I may or may not see everyone.

So, as you can tell, life is going pretty okay for the moment. Adieu!

Current Mood: content...
Current Music: none

Well...My computer is dead. My little brother killed it. So...yeah. I'm at Rachel's right now. We're going to FearFest tonight! Yay! lol We'll probably get freaked out. lol So...yeah. Adieu.

Current Mood: ecstatic!
Current Music: "Call Me When You're Sober"- Evanesence

Bowie Rocks SpongeBob

Rock star David Bowie will provide a guest voice in an upcoming episode of Nickelodeon's SpongeBob SquarePants series, playing a character called Lord Royal Highness in a show that will air next year, the Associated Press reported.

Bowie, 59, said his 6-year-old daughter, Alexandria Zahra, is a huge SpongeBob fan and they watch the show together. He wrote in his blog that he's "hit the Holy Grail of animation gigs. We, the family, are thrilled. Nothing else need happen this year, well, this week anyway."

Bowie will soon be seen playing inventor and electrical engineer Nikola Tesla in Christopher Nolan's upcoming movie The Prestige, which opens in theaters Oct. 20.

(Info attained from Sci Fi Weekly! The Oct. 16, 2006 newsletter.)

Current Mood: sick...
Current Music: the news

Well...This morning I had a bit of a scare. I found a baby snake in front of our house. After talking to my dad on the phone, he convinced me to pry it's mouth open (I had killed the little guy.). It had fangs!!! And I had gone all Steve Irwin on it too! I had grabbed it's tail and taken a stick and held it away from me! And then I find out it was a freaking Timber Rattlesnake! What hasn't helped is that I've felt sick all day. *sigh* I'm still weired out at the fact that I killed a Rattlesnake. Even more at that I went all Steve Irwin on it's snake butt. But...yeah. That was my day. lol

Current Mood: relieved...
Current Music: "Come And Buy My Toys"- David Bowie

You know what sucks...When you go all through high school and then you graduate and you look back at your friends and your ex's and such and you see someone you know and you think "Wow...I really like that person". (That was a long run on sentence...lol) And you know that you've liked them for that long and you've never told them. And part of you wants to say "Hi, I like you!" but you're afraid of what will happen because you know they have other interests. I just realized today that I really like someone. "Who?" you ask, I'm not telling. I just thought I'd perplex you all for the time. *sigh* I feel a little better now. =]

Current Mood: rejuvenated!
Current Music: none

So yesterday was an...interesting day. To say the least. And in case anyone is wondering, this post is going to be part rant and part me just saying some stuff just to get it out there. So you can stop now if you don't want to annoy yourself. lol

So...as of yesterday I am now single again. When I told some of my friends, there were quite ticked. (I don't blame them.) I understand the reasons for it, but the thing that gets me is that they can be worked out. And, correct me if I'm wrong, but don't a lot of good relationships start out as friends? (With the exception of me and Nathan.) I dunno. I've decided that I'm going to read my "book". (No, the book's name shall not be mentioned. lol) I just really want to be in a relationship that lasts and that I'm happy in. I only had half of that this time around and it was the part that mattered. I've also come to the conclusion that I always fall for the wrong guys. With me and Chris H. it was just too much too fast. (Don't get me wrong, I love him to death.) The truth is, he and I are just better as friends. I'm not sure what went wrong with Nathan C. and I, I probably never will be. With Keith A., he was just too ready to jump into stuff. After the first day he was telling me that he loved me and, honestly, it creeped the hell out of me! With Nathan S. and I, he just wanted too much, he was too pushy. Plus I never knew what kind of mood I was going to get that day. Was he gonna be totally in love with me or was he gonna be pissed off at the fact that Jacob punched me in the shoulder (in a friendly manner)? I just couldn't deal with that. (Apparently, that made me a horrible person because I like stability in a relationship. What a horrible person I am!) I just want to find a nice guy, who's between the ages of 19 and 23 (Sorry Patrick and Terry, you guys are just too old for me.), and has a general interest in me for who I am. Last night Clint F. told me to call him so we could hang out. I'm probably never going to call him. I mean, he's a nice guy, but, yet again, not my type. It's acutally funny, what's happening to me. Because my sister last night was saying that she was thinking of dumping her boyfriend because she was bored with him. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind being single (sometimes it's the better way to go). But...yeah. It get monotonous at times.

Moving on. I talked to Abby (Sorry if I spelled your name wrong! lol) last night. It was nice talking to her. We got on the subject of graduating and not caring anymore. When I was in high school, I cared what people thought about me and things like that. Now I don't care at all. I DO care about what my friends think, and some of my family. But the rest of the world can deal with it if they don't like something I do. I've also realized that since I've graduated, I'm slowly become more open, more outspoken. I also told her about how I can't beleive that I was friends with some people. How I now look back and think "Oh my god...why did I ever even talk to that person?" Things like that. I don't regret acting how I did in high school. I don't regret anything I've ever done. I mean, what kind of person would I be if that stuff never happened to me? I'd be completely different. There's a song lyric that really describes how I feel about everything. (Rachel and Brittany will know it. lol) "Who I am hates who I've been And who I am will take the second chance you gave me Who I am hates who I've been 'Cause who I've been only ever made me" It's from the song "Who I Am Hates Who I've Been" by Relient K. That song honestly describes how I feel. Take that world! Ha! (I dunno. I just felt like writing that. lol Is anyone still reading it at this point?)

I've also decided what I'm gonna do with my hair next. (I know. I just got it cut and I'm plotting again. lol) I know that once I get a job and get some money, I'm gonna get it dyed, and I'm shooting for more than one color too, plus hi-lights. lol Plus I want it cut all crazy. I don't want it to be one certain length. I want it everywhere! (Most people will probably think I'm trying to look emo *rolls eyes* But...see the paragraph above!) I'm also thinking about getting my nose peirced...Still debating on that one. lol

Well, that's all I've got. If you've read it this far...You either have nothing else to do, or you're one of my friends. So, I salute you for reading all of it. lol See you space cowboys!

Current Mood: content
Current Music: "Andromeda"

Yeah. That was my reaction yesterday morning when my dad said "The crocodile hunter is dead." I can't believe it! He was killed by a passive sting ray after how many years of wrestling crocs and alligators! I seriously want to know what the odds of that are. I was greatly saddened. I told my dad that they should make a national holiday for him. lol The guy was freakin' awesome!

Anywho. I watched "Dane Cook Vicious Circle" last night. I cracked up. It was great. Steph and I were laughing our butts off. My grandma hated it. David laughed a little and Michael complained. lol It was great because there were parts of it that my sister and I would be like "That's so true!" He started going on about how women know how to screw with a guy's head and how they prepare for it and Steph was like "Oh my god! He's got the leg pop down!" It was great.

I went to King's Island on Sunday with Rachel. It was the worst day to go! OMG! There were people everywhere! We only rode two rides, the train and Hanna-Barbara's Adventure thingy. lol We wanted to ride Flight of Fear, but the line for it was huge! We did see Megan, Keely, and Katrina though. We bought fudge too. lol I also bought this giant jawbreaker and told my brother I was gonna throw it at him. He ducked. lol I started trying to eat it. It's gonna take me forever! lol

I saw the movie "Beerfest" with Daniel on Saturday. It wasn't the greatest movie ever, but what could you expect from a movie called "Beerfest". lol

That's all I got for now. See you space cowboys!

Current Mood: content...
Current Music: none

Okay. So here's what all has happened since the last time I updated.

Daniel and I went out to eat at Applebee's for my birthday. Went went to Meijer's (don't ask...). After that we tried to find a movie theatre in Milford and failed. lol So, we headed back to Blan. We went to Kroger's because Daniel wanted to buy me a birthday cake. After that we headed to Wilmington and saw that movie "Snakes On A Plane". (Personally, I didn't like the movie. I hate snakes!) After that, we went to Wal-Mart and he bought me a birthday cake. After that, he took me home. He got me "The Dark Crystal" DVD, "The Neverending Story" and "The Neverending Story II" DVDs, and a "Pirates of The Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest" poster. Overall, I had a great time.

Wednesday I went to the band parent preview night. The band isn't doing too bad. And the guard is looking good for most of them being firt timers.

Well, that's all I got for now. See you space cowboys!